Forgiven

I am deep within myself
My motives all unclear
Guilt & sorrow have my heart
And you're not here
Painful are the memories
That filter through my mind
Knowing I would pay a price
I was not blind
Open up your eyes I'm here
For you, now just believe
How can I be sure?
Can I let myself be free?
Unconditional love means
Just what it says, you see
After what I did to you
How can you still love me?
Was it really you
And did you mean it?
Is it really true
Am I Forgiven?
Sitting in my cell I wait
The verdict to come in
Judge & jury have no mercy
For my sin
Sleeping through my days & nights
A cloudy sunless haze
Let me go, leave me alone
This is my way.