Gratitude

I swim in bed sheets
Missed alarms swarming above me
In congress with the dead
Their caress safe and sickening
Let me wake up in years
To applause and relief
From strangers in tears
Like an infant, an ancient
Unfrozen, awoken from resin

I wanna trick my body and my brain
Into a new place into a fugue state
Give me snapping of the brain
Give me snapping of the brain

I wanna hear God yelling at me
I wanna live my life like a memory
I wanna sow rage into my brain
I want wrath written into my DNA
I wanna be God yelling at me
I wanna cleanse my sense of solidity
I wanna lose me immediately
I wanna lose my body entirely
Give me snapping of the brain

I wanna trick my body and my brain
Into a new place into a fugue state
Give me snapping of the brain
Give me snapping of the brain