Muleta

Crutch

Muleta

I was your gem during that timeFui tu joya durante esa época
like any other, you managed to combinecomo cualquier otra lograste combinar
mystery and your commandmisterio y tu mandar
I regret having to tell you the followinglamento tener que decirte lo siguiente
but your existence is no longerpero tu existencia ya no es lo suficiente
enough for me.para mi.

From afar, prettyDe lejos bonito
shut your mouthcierre su boquita
my boy, your wordsmi niño tus palabras
just stay therequedan sólo ahí
and what does it matter if I no longer believe themy que importan si ya no las creo
but I love youpero te quiero
and I...y yo que...

Thought you were the crutch I neededCrei que eras la muleta que necesitaba
One step closer to the outsideUn paso más cerca al exteriror
if I write these versessi yo escribo estos versos
to tear you apartpara destrozarte
to devour your beautiful heart.para comerme tu bello corazón.

And when I start to healY cuando comienzo a cicatrizar
you come and say: baby, do you want to start over?llega y me dice: nena quiéres volver a empezar.

And I say and I drag myselfY yo digo y me arrastro
and I can't keep upy ya no doy avasto
because I always look for youporque siempre te busco
in streets and crowdsen calles y multitudes
and you no longer even replacey ya ni sustituyes
a reason for the waste.razón para desgasto.

and even if you were made of gold and honeyy aunque fuera de oro y miel te quedarías
you would stay with the body of another that brings you joy.con el cuerpo de otra que te de alegría.

Thought you were the crutch I neededCrei que eras la muleta que necesitaba
One step closer to the outsideUn paso más cerca al exteriror
if I write these versessi yo escribo estos versos
to tear you apartpara destrozarte
to devour your beautiful heart.para comerme tu bello corazón.

And when I start to healY cuando comienzo a cicatrizar
you come and say: baby, do you want to start over?llega y me dice: nena quieres volver a empezar.

And I thought you were the crutch I neededY crei que eras la muleta que necesitaba
One step closerUn paso más cerca
take me outsidellevame al exteriror
if I write these versessi yo escribo estos versos
to tear you apartpara destrozarte
to devour your beautiful heartpara comerme tu bello corazón

And I know you're with someone elseY yo sé que estás con otra
and you don't want me that wayy no me quieres de ese modo
I know I'm a masochistsé que soy una mazoquista
who sees you in everythingque te ve a ti en todo
I know I reached a pointSé que llegue hasta un punto
and I'll have to stopy tendré que frenar
but is there anything wrong with fantasizing?pero ¿hay algo malo con fantasear?