Ode To Destruction

I've through enough for both of us but I barely said a word
I been back and forth a thousand times hoping not to lose
And I know I should take it slow
But I've never followed suit
And this ache you have it does with me
So this time I'm finally through
But I wish it wasn't true

And so it goes
I may wish I'd disappear
Let the record slow

At the distance grows, it's like I always feared
I never have enough and I never wanted to
But still I think of you
Would you waste some time with me?
Am I a waste of time?

If you're around next year, even for a day
Would show your face?

And lay those eyes on me
Because I'm a sight to see
I've survived so much on my own
You'll bite my tongue

We're deaf to those that tell us truths that we don't wanna hear
So here's to those that wish us well the rest can go to hell
Life's a waste without you and me
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be this way
You're never gettin rid
You're never gettin rid on me
And so it goes