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I feel so angry and I don't know why
My parents say it's hormones, but I just wanna die
And I'm always tired, but I can't fall asleep
Thinking about the things I wanna be, but I will never be
I stay up later than I probably should
When I wake up in the morning, I regret it like I knew I would
I hate your friends because I don't fit in
Maybe it's selfish, but it sucks to not fit in

I want to buy a house in the mountains and I
Want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
I want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
And I want you just to love me and I want to kiss your fuckin' face

I want to tell you that I love you
But honesty means that I shouldn't lie
I wish that I could say I miss you
But if I did well, then I would be lying to you

I want to buy a house in the mountains and
I want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
I want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
And I want you just to love me and I want to kiss your fuckin' face

I want to tell you that I love you
But honesty means that I shouldn't lie
I wish that I could say I miss you
But if I did well, then I would be lying to you
And my friends
And your friends
And my parents
And everybody else who knows about what happened
Like you
And my friends
And your friends
And my parents
So I'll smoke a bowl and talk about it later with you when you wake up