You're Not Here

It's been so long since you were here
Time moves so slow
Why can't I let go of the past
And you

Are you happy where you are now
I'm not
Even if things could change
Would you even want it

You're here no more
My heart I've lost you to
The shadows
I wish I could pull you back into my arms
Just once more

But now your tears are falling
Where I cannot reach

I have no right words
To tell you how I feel

But I try with every breath I take

You left me standing here alone
Nothing but gray
Full of hopes that will never be
And grief
I wish that I would not believe
My lies
You won't be coming back
And I cannot follow

You're here no more
My heart I've lost to you
The shadows
I wish I could pull you back into my arms
Just once more

If only we were stronger
If only you were here
All your loving words
I'll never hear again
Wait for me
Wherever you are now