Strange Reaction

When I was sleeping alone at the beach
I didn´t know what I was going to meet
A faster and faster heartbeat took me down
Crashing vibrations and burstering sounds

Like in an explosion, I jumped from the ground
But everything was a kind weird around
I thought I was waking from a bad nightmare
But I turned around and saw my body there

I don´t know what´s taking place
I need time to put across
All this mess where in I am with
I´m too scared to cry
Too alone on my own now
Brining and flying now
Am I just dying now ?
Why all this strange reaction ?

In this mental trap
Old concepts are lost
Crossing dimensions and mazes of my thoughts
Another unexplored territory
Real or illusion ?
Heaven or my own hell ?

Then your mind begins to fall
Lack of breath you never saw
Death has come in bloody sweat
Life is cruely unfair

This is my recall of freedom