Seishun Sick

Youth Sick

Seishun Sick

Invaded by the sickness of youth
青春の病に侵され
Seishun no yamai ni okasare
Only seeking fleeting things
儚いものばかり求めて
Hakanai mono bakari motomete
Someday turning to dust and scattering
いつの日か粉になって散るだけ
Itsunohi ka ko ni natte chiru dake
How many times has youth changed its color
青春は何度目の色
Seishun wa nandomo iro
Farewell to youth
青春にさよならを
Seishun ni sayonara wo

I stopped doing that, I stopped doing that day
やめたあんなことあの日でもうやめた
Yameta anna koto ano hi de mō yameta
I thought I did, but I was wrong
と思ってた でも違った
To omotteta demo chigatta
I wasn't as strong as I thought
僕は自分が思うほど強くはなかった
Boku wa jibun ga omou hodo tsuyoku wa nakatta
It's impossible, it's impossible to cut it off
無理だ 立ち切ってしまうなんて無理だ
Muri da tachikitte shimau nante muri da
I thought I couldn't, but I was wrong, I wasn't as weak as I thought
と思ってた でも違った 僕は自分が思うほど弱くはなかった
To omotteta demo chigatta boku wa jibun ga omou hodo yowaku wa nakatta

Your voice, your voice
君の声が 君の声が
Kimi no koe ga kimi no koe ga
Brushing past my head, I panic
頭かすめては焦る
Atama kasumete wa aseru
Like this, like this
こんなままじゃ こんなままじゃ
Konna mama ja konna mama ja
I will wither away here
僕はここで生きたえる
Boku wa koko de ikitaeru

I've been running without stopping
止まることなく走り続けてきた
Tomaru koto naku hashiri tsuzukete kita
I just wanted to think that way
本当はそんな風に思いたいだけだった
Hontō wa sonna kaze ni omoitai dake datta
Moving forward a bit, then stepping back a bit
ちょっと進んで またちょっと下がっては
Chotto susunde mata chotto sagatte wa
Before I knew it, it was already a dark sky
気づけばもう暗い空
Kidzukeba mō kurai sora

Invaded by the sickness of youth
青春の病に侵され
Seishun no yamai ni okasare
Only seeking fleeting things
儚いものばかり求めて
Hakanai mono bakari motomete
Someday turning to dust and scattering
いつの日か粉になって散るだけ
Itsunohi ka ko ni natte chiru dake
How many times has youth changed its color
青春は何度目色
Seishun wa nandomo iro
Farewell to youth
青春にさよならを
Seishun ni sayonara wo

I see, in the end, everyone is connected
そうか 結局はみんな繋がってるから
Sō ka kekkyoku wa minna tsunagatteru kara
It's lonely, it's painful
寂しいよね 苦しいよねなんて
Sabishii yo ne kurushii yo ne nante
There was no time to soothe myself
自分をなだめてる暇なんてなかった
Jibun wo nadameteru hima nante nakatta

Your voice, your voice
君の声が 君の声が
Kimi no koe ga kimi no koe ga
Screaming inside me
僕の中で叫び出す
Boku no naka de sakebi dasu
If I listen closely, if I listen closely
耳すませば 耳すませば
Mimi sumaseba mimi sumaseba
Everything comes back to life
何もかもが蘇る
Nani mo kamo ga yomigaeru

Keep running without stopping
止まることなく走り続けてゆけ
Tomaru koto naku hashiri tsuzukete yuke
Something is always approaching me
何かが僕にいつでも迫ってくけど
Nanika ga boku ni itsu demo sematte kudake
Where am I running to
どこへ向かって走り続けんだっけ
Doko e mukatte hashiri tsuzukenda kke
Before I know it, the sky clears again
気づけばまた明ける空
Kidzukeba mata akeru sora

If the heartless water surface is filled with tears
無情の水面が涙たえば
Mujō no minamo ga namida taeba
The sighing morning glow
ため息まじりの朝焼けが
Tameiki majiri no asayake ga
If you can see it disappearing someday
いつかは消えゆく見出せば
Itsuka wa kieyuku midaseba
Don't be fixated, retribution will come
こだわらせるな罰当たりが
Kodawaraseru na batsu atari ga

Living entwined in the swirling mud
切れど切れど纏わりつく泥の渦に生きてる
Kire do kire do matowaritsuku doro no uzu ni ikiteru
This body continues to burn with unseen heat
この体は先も見えぬ熱を燃やし続ける
Kono karada wa saki mo mienu netsu wo moyashi tsuzukeru
Drifting in a place exposed to the elements
野晒しにされた場所でただ漂うけだものに
Nozarashi ni sareta basho de tada tadayou kedamono ni
Even though my heart has never been captivated
心奪われたことなど一度たりともないのに
Kokoro ubawareta koto nado ichido tari tomo nai noni

In the sparkle of youth
青春の煌めきの中に
Seishun no kirameki no naka ni
Without seeing the eternal light
永遠の光を見ないで
Eien no hikari wo minaide
Someday turning to dust and scattering
いつの日か粉になって散るだけ
Itsunohi ka ko ni natte chiru dake
The transience of youth
青春の儚さを
Seishun no hakanasa wo