3AM

Sitting up at 3AM
Forcing me awake again
Honestly I never thought I’d ever even last this long
All I wanna do is keep it all from going wrong

Sitting up at 3AM
Watching from the dark again
Glowing lights pass by outside and cast a bright red shine inside
Something in the corner of my eye runs to the other side

Panic rises, slowly building up this hidden fear inside
Paralyzed, I try to hide under these tear stained sheets of mine
10, 9, 8, the eyes captivate
7, 6, won’t solve this conflict

3AM is when it starts
Everything will fall apart
Stolen from my bleeding heart
Everything I’d never dropped

Lock the door and loose the key
Still, I know that they can see
Every single abstract thought
Everything I had forgot

Sitting up at 3AM
Looking in the dark again
Somebody needs to see these things insist on stalking me
My reality, staggeringly, is tearing at the seams

Need to feel such disdain?
You know that we are not to blame
3, 2, 1, they already won

We can see you laying there
Through your windows
We will stare
Why won’t you just let us in?
Listen to our haunting hymn

3AM is when it starts
Everything will fall apart
Stolen from my bleeding heart
Everything I’d never dropped

Lock the door and loose the key
Still, I know that they can see
Every single abstract thought
Everything I had forgot