Hell Of a Household

I wake up thinking
That I am still very asleep
I don't like this dream
Do I have nowhere to hide
From this monster?

Please don't hate me
No one else can understand
All of my fears
Do come from that monster

There is no grey to my life
All I see is black and white
I hate this
Hell of a household
But I can't leave him alone
With that monster

I wake up thinking
That I am still very asleep
I want to wake up
I can barely even see
All the hell
You put me through
I really hope you suffer too

God I want to
Start my own revolution
But then again
I don't think I can

I know it's hard on him too
But I can't say that it's good
We hate this
Hell of a household
I don't want to be alone
With that monster

I hope someone saves us soon
From that monster