Killing Myself

Guess I am killing myself
But I am doing it softly
I am my biggest enemy
I'm in need of some help

My head is sucking all my energy
But I'm still doing things that make me feel alive
Sometimes I miss having some synergy
I wanna feel a heartbeat matching mine
But I'm still having independent thoughts
Can anybody handle my flaws
I make you think that I'm a boss
But literally I am just lost

Guess I am killing myself
But I am doing it softly
I am my biggest enemy
I'm in need of some help

Una lengua no es suficiente
Intento buscarlo mas nadie me entiende
Miro ayer y recuerdo
Miro mañana incierto

Mi pasado era tan bonito
Lo miro hoy y tiene mucho sentido
Miro mi vida y la quiero cambiar
Sería más feliz en otro lugar

Guess I am killing myself
But I am doing it softly
I am my biggest enemy
I'm in need of some help

But I’ll be what I ought to be
And my dreams will be chasing me
And one day I’ll clear this smoke
I’ll finally find a place of hope

Guess I am killing myself
But I am doing it softly
I am my biggest enemy
I'm in need of some help