dear boy

Dear boy, with your golden hair so fine, I wish you were mine, the one to define a love that’s true and pure
But you insist on loving another girl, I know
I guess that she’s the one for you
I promised you I would love you for all life
But now this life is all broken into pieces

You said I had to change so you’d like me and I almost trusted you
And all my friends are tired of hearing me saying that one day I would still occupy a space in your heart but that space has already been occupied by another girl

Dear boy maybe my heart will beat a little faster when I see you
And maybe we can still be lovers but in another life
I knew that the night that you held my cheeks and kissed me we would never forget
“But why don’t you do it again” I asked
But damn were you this bad?
I hate I hate I hate that I still love you

You said I had to change so you’d like me and I almost trusted you
And all my friends are tired of hearing me saying that one day I would still occupy a space in your heart but that space has already been occupied by another girl

You said that my error was being alive
But you know that I would’ve done anything for you darling
But instead you broke me inside
Why did you have to be so indelicate?
I loved you til we were gone and apart
I loved you til the last minute
I stopped helping you when I noticed you just wasn’t caring about me anymore
Was it all too hard?
Was it all too hard to help me out?
Who are we faking for?
How could I have ever loved you?
But once I did

Don’t make her cry more than you did with me
And I hate you dear boy