Noesis

Noesis

Burning my changed body
かわりはてた身を焦がして
kawarihateta mi wo kogashite
Gently holding my torn self
ちぎれた体をやさしく抱きしめる
chigireta karada wo yasashiku dakishimeru
The moon reflected in my eyes is a blend of colors
瞳に映る月は色合わせ
hitomi ni utsuru tsuki ha iroawase
"I can't go back..." I keep crying out
もう... 戻れないよ」と泣きながら繰り返す
"mou... modorenai yo" to nakinagara kurikaesu
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In this unchanging world
かわらない世界に
kawaranai sekai ni
I just live on without being forgiven
許されることなくただ生きていくだけ
yurusareru koto naku tada ikiteiku dake

If I could hold you tight and sleep, I'd bring you peace
抱きしめて眠れるのなら安らぎを与えよう
Dakishimete nemureru no nara yasuragi wo ataeyou
A quiet dream that never wakes
永遠に覚めることのない静かな夢を
eien ni sameru koto no nai shizuka na yume wo
Searching for the warmth I forgot long ago
いつからか忘れていた温もりを求めて
Itsukara ka wasureteita nukumori wo motomete
Just walking through the endless darkness
いつまでも終わることのない闇を歩き続けるだけ
itsumade mo owaru koto no nai yami wo arukitsuzukeru dake

You hold the corpse close
君は亡骸を抱きしめ
Kimi wa nakigara wo dakishime
Wrestling with what’s broken and vanished
壊して消えたものと惑い合う
kowashite kieta mono to madoiau
The blue flames flicker and sway
青く燃える炎を揺れるがせ
Aoku moeru honoo wo yurerugase
"Who can... stop me?" I keep repeating
誰が... 私を止められるの?」と繰り返す
"dare ga... watashi wo tomerareru no?" to kurikaesu
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In this unchanging world
かわらない世界に
kawaranai sekai ni
I just fade away without being forgiven
許されることなくただ消えていくだけ
yurusareru koto naku tada kieteiku dake

If I'm bound by lies, I'd bring you peace
偽りに縛られたなら安らぎを与えよう
Itsuwari ni shibarareta nara yasuragi wo ataeyou
In this pain that keeps carving into my heart
この胸に刻まれ続く痛みの中で
kono mune ni kizamaretsuzuku itami no naka de
Only the memories that won't return are more precious than anything
帰らない記憶だけが何よりも愛おしすぎて
kaeranai kioku dake ga nani yori mo itoshisugite

I will never touch that smile again.
もう二度とその微笑みに触れることはない
mou nido to sono hohoemi ni fureru koto ha nai