Taion

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Taion

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight, cold windA wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind
Unknown shadow, the footprint of abandonmentUnknown shadow the footprint of desertion
Freedom was takenFreedom was taken

If it wakes up a gloomy ceilingIf it wakes up a gloomy ceiling
A laughing voice sinks in my ear, it’s soiledA laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled
And violence rapes meAnd violence rapes me

Understanding is impossibleAn understanding is impossible
Why was I chosen? Someone should answerWhy was I chosen? Someone should answer

Please tell me it’s a terrible dreamどうか酷い夢だと答えて欲しい
How much should I scream, writhe, and suffer?どれだけ叫び 悶え 苦しめばいい
Please tell me it’s a terrible dreamどうか酷い夢だと教えて欲しい
I screamed with a voice that felt like it would breakちぎれそうな声で何度も叫んだ

There’s no hand to fix my disheveled hairThere is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair
A laughing voice sinks in my ear, a faint warmth mixes in the midwinterA laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter

I silenced my voice, telling myself not to wither away声を殺して枯れそうな自分に言い聞かせていた
So I wouldn’t lose sight of living生きる事を見失わぬよう
I silenced my voice, the trembling night drowns in pain声を殺して震えた夜は痛みに溺れていく
Forgive my gasping breath途切れそうな息を許して

Please tell me it’s a terrible dreamどうか酷い夢だと答えて欲しい
How much should I scream, writhe, and suffer?どれだけ叫び 悶え 苦しめばいい
Please tell me it’s a terrible dreamどうか酷い夢だと教えて欲しい
I just want to laugh one last time最後にもう一度だけ笑ってみたい