Derangement

I'm sick 自覚へaskI'm sick jikaku e ask
溢れ返るliesafurekaeru lies
Can you see it? This feelingsCan you see it? This feelings
冷たく打ち付けるquiettsumetaku uchitsukeru quiet

To you who gave all to meTo you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?Will you believe me once again?
My this diseaseMy this disease
Before killing youBefore killing you
I want to take back blank daysI want to take back blank days

(Goofy state)(Goofy state)
Self-hateSelf-hate
I fall in an infinite loopi fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lieSilent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten rootUnchangeable rotten root

To you who gave all to meTo you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?Will you believe me once again?
My this diseaseMy this disease
Before killing youBefore killing you
I want to take back blank daysI want to take back blank days

Lost day never undoneLost day never undone
It undermines meIt undermines me
君を離さぬようにkimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost day never undoneLost day never undone
It undermines meIt undermines me
Disappear before killing youDisappear before killing you
This (derangement)This (derangement)

To you who gave all to meTo you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?Will you believe me once again?
My this diseaseMy this disease
Before killing youBefore killing you
I want to take back blank daysI want to take back blank days

(Goofy state)(Goofy state)
Self-hateSelf-hate
I fall in an infinite loopi fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lieSilent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten rootUnchangeable rotten root

Bottom of my decaying mindBottom of my decaying mind
The fact that you gavethe fact that you gave
Day of the changeday of the change

Never forget itNever forget it
Next loop means deathNext loop means death

Lost day never undoneLost day never undone
It undermines meIt undermines me
君を離さぬようにkimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost day never undoneLost day never undone
It undermines meIt undermines me
Disappear before killing youdisappear before killing you
This [derangement]This [derangement]

痛みの向こうへitami no mukou e
連れて行くよtsurete iku yo
離しはしないhanashi wa shinai
そう 例えただの灰に成ろうともsou tatoe tada no hai ni narou tomo