Notes On How To Trust

There’s so much in the rearview
Hard to see what’s going on
It hasn’t been this blurry before
Something feels wrong

Where do I go?
Who do I follow?
Who bring me joy?
Who bring me sorrow?
How do I make sure I don’t go through this again?

Glued myself together
So that you can’t see
That I don’t know any boundaries
Impossible to read

Do I even know the way?
I need space so I can make mistakes
Confidence will be my best revenge
So I can start to live again