Suspension

I need some room to breatheTo drown myself in peace
I never wanted anymore than just everything
When you can no longer act
It triggers mad collapse
And then you run out of ways
To stop the suffering
Stood up and let down
Disappointed again and again
I've never owned anything that wasn't broken
I can't take another day on my knees
Explaining all the words that weren't spoken
When it comes down
And takes us all away
Will it come down?
Bring it down
Let me up
I've had enough of all of this
I think I'm ready to leave it all behind
Is there enough room for me?
Enough air to breathe
Too much space
Has crippled my climb
An obstructed view
Has covered holes upon holes
Upon crumbling beauty we ride
39 crooked smiles
Buried miles away from nothing
Stand in line
Take your place next to the millions who've tried
And all I want is for these thoughts to leave my mind
I want to be left behind