Saving Myself From You

The way you looked at me is dead
What the hell were you doing
Trying to rekindle our spark?
The memories we had
Will remain in my weak memory
That you manipulated
I don't know what I expected from you
And I don't know what you expected from me
Maybe I needed it and I let myself be guided
By what you used to make me feel

She's giving me everything
But you're being selfish to our feelings
You have every intention
Of destroying what I have
Because of your loneliness
To fulfill your ego?
I just feel that the only good thing
Between you and me
Is the passion
That your way of destroying my life
Is going to bed with me
And running away
Even knowing that you would hurt me

Or that you could
Or that you would
Want to do it I accepted
You fucked me so much that I spent
Many sleepless nights
Trying to forget you
I kept looking for you until
I realized that you only ruined
The image of my true love
I was so blinded that I
Never understood the harm
That you were doing to me

She's giving me everything
But you're being selfish to our feelings
You have every intention
Of destroying what I have
Because of your loneliness
To fulfill your ego?
I just feel that the only good thing
Between you and me
Is the passion
That your way of destroying my life
Is going to bed with me
And running away
I'm saving myself from you
I'm saving myself
For you