Cracks

I overheated and passed out on the floor
My boyfriend woke me upheld me and poured me some coke
The 7/11 attendant said hospital
I got up said: Oh God no I'm much too broke

A road trip with the intention to see Colorado
The mountain sky and pink clouds all started to blur
And then I choked on an almond for just a second
I thought how beautiful it'd be to end it here

Somebody told me
When you're looking back
Everything's sweeter
A pretty cobbled past
I know, I know you're usually stressed sad it happened
But somеbody told me your path needs cracks
Remembеr when he was inside me?
And said he had to leave
To meet a girl with my same name
We knew that it was over
So we cried like two statue fountains apart
But when I think about I'm glad that I could feel so much

Somebody told me
When you're looking back
Everything's sweeter
A pretty cobbled past
I know, I know you're usually stressed sad it happened
But somebody told me your path needs cracks

Somebody told me (ah)
That everything happens for a reason
And I believed them
And I believed them