Tearjerk

I fear the fear that stalks me an irritant which
Dwells and thrives upon the threshold that defines
All meaning and i wait i fear the fear i that
Haunts me i fear the undefined my non-existence i
Fear it the abduction of my understanding i'm just
A servant to the endurance of death i'm not
Dispensable but i cannot escape natures laws i'm not
Dispensable i'm afraid i need a reason to compensate
I'm a captive of affliction.