Absolutely Nothing

I'm finding that I'm following in footsteps
I've always warned myself against
And trust me, I never wanted to feel okay knowing where they led

It kills me to think that I have to face my inconsistencies
And realize that there's a big difference between
Who I am and who I want to be

These city lights have never looked so beautiful
And so dull at the same time

I know I only want what I can't have
Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can
But I'll hold on to every ounce of uncertainty
Because that's what's keeping me alive

I know I only want what I can't have
Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can
And I know I only want what I can't have
Because I'm too afraid of taking what I can
But I'll hold on to every ounce of uncertainty
Because that's what's keeping me alive