WISH U WERE DEAD

I didn't ask
For a key to your apartment
Yeah I stayed the farthest from moving too fast
But you still got carsick

I didn't ask
For too much attention
Or ask you to mention the names of your past
But you stay defensive

I'm losing focus
And I need to know if you're loving or letting me go
But, please

Don't let me hold
You so close
Just to go rip it right out of my hands
I feel stupid cause I should've known

I was chasing ghosts
Down all your roads
Let's skip the part where I wish you were dead
Instead, I'll just wish you the best

And I guess I just need some time to think
Cut loose of all the strings you tied to me
So I can finally sleep
Instead of checking if you answered (why'd you never answer)

I can't keep defending you from all my friends
When they say you're no good for me

So don't let me hold
You so close
Just to go rip it right out of my hands
I feel stupid cause I should've known

I was chasing ghosts
Down all your roads
Let's skip the part where I wish you were dead
Instead, I'll just wish you the best

So don't let me hold
You so close
Let's skip the part where I wish you were dead
Instead, I'll just wish you the best