Honestly

It’s often the words that I had to use
Apart from you
It’s taking so long just to come back to
What I knew

And I fear while you’re away
Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty
Every word taken away
Finding the place in my heart
That I want to be

It’s often the way that I chose to be
Silently
Breaking away from the hours everyone stays awake while my mind starts to quake
And I am every boundary
I am every word
But I can’t recognize all the bullshit I heard

And I fear while you’re away
Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty
Every word taken away
Finding the place in my heart
That I want to be

I pray to my lungs to start moving again
Every wound every hour I was forced to pretend

And I fear while you’re away
Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty

And I fear while you’re away
Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty
Every word taken away
Finding the place in my heart
That I want to be
Every word, word I would say
Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty
Every word taken away
Finding the place in my heart
That I want to be