Regardless

Time goes by as the day moves slow.
And I can't let these feelings go.
I never thought I'd be so sad to see you go.
I think it's all too soon to feel this old.
See me now searching for my home.
Help me now I feel so low.
I have no ground to hold.
If only I could settle for what will happen now.
Regardless where I bend.

Is there more or am I not so helpless?
Or have I no control like a feather in the wind?
High hopes I have yet hard falls I take.
To not be so ashamed of my mistakes.

Story without a face.
A life so out of place.
Excuse me for my haste.
I've got so much time to waste.
Tell me now what to do.
Show me how to be as happy as you.

Is there more or am I not so helpless?
Or have I no control like a feather in the wind?
High hopes I have yet hard falls I take.
To not be so ashamed of my mistakes.

Where am I?
But where I am?
One last look...