Bad To Myself

I'm done with the drinking
Falling flat on my face
Wasted, away all my good graces
Can't find my friends like I'm lost at the party

I'm done with the boys who
Keep causing me pain
Poison, when I carry the blame
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody

Now it's all in the past, no, I'm not going back
Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself

I'm done being selfish
My hollow words
Lying, scared that I can't be heard
And I need a chance at a real conversation

I'm done overthinking
Every step that I take
Poison, the way that I hesitate
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation

Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself

No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom

No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom

Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself
Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself