Oh No (feat. Moonlet)

[Moonlet]
Why does this
Seem never ending
I try to be patient
I wake up everyday just trying to escape it
This darkness is lurking
Don't want to embrace it
I left my sanity dead in the basement
I burn with the demons
I drink 'til I'm wasted
This life full of color just seems to have faded
Though I know my heart is temporarily jaded
And I would be free on the day that I face it

Oh no, oh no, oh no
If I go down this road
If I go down this road
I'm gonna die soon
And I don't wanna die soon
Why do I? (Do I? Do I?)
Do this to my health?
It's like I'm killing myself
I've created this hell

[guardin]
Why do I even try?
I swear that I've lost my mind
Is not right
Losing sight of direction
Objection
I'm losing my pace
Caught on this storm and my head is outta place

Grip my hand and we can make it out alive
Trust my integrity it's eating me inside
They say: Honest is crucial to survive
But I know couple of people comfortably living a lie
Why do I feel so uninviting?
Head vs heart and they keep on a fighting
Lost my mind but I just keep writing
Lock my door in my bed I'll be hiding