Trust Me

Droppin' my friends like flies
I'm so mortified
I don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what I find
Cue the voice inside
Kill my fucking mind
Smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
I'm just lost in my head
And I know why
You don't care but I declare this love will never die

I can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
Let it rain
I know pain
I know blood will always stain
I know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
What's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
What's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
I'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
All my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
Fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time I hear your name

So you packed your bags that night
Sewed up your wings to fly
Repetition kept me quiet but I got so high
Nothing new in my
Realm I guess I'm fine
That's a lie
That's a lie
That's a fucking lie

How do you sleep at night?