All I Hate

Now the shroud falls but I refuse to see
It never ended in the way that it's supposed to be
But while I'm in my dreams I find it hard to breathe
While the weight of your mistakes is pressing down on me

Two sides of the same old coin
I've tried to drown everything you've become
Why should I be the one to suffer when I see the sky in the rivers reflection?

What did I do to be left behind? Another blade dissecting everything I've tried to redesign
My prayers leveled in stone, when silence is gone I'm led down the road alone now

Did you give too much or not enough?
I walked myself through misery
Now I'm ready for war again, like led through your organs, I'm ready to watch you fall

How much could I inflict
How long could you resist
One foot in front of the other one
When you walk on the edge of the umbra's precipice

Every lesson learned, every voice I've heard
Every shadow cast against my skin
I'm too afraid to excuse before I scold and berate
You're so destined to be all that I fucking hate
All that I fucking hate
I can't fight the feeling that I've kept inside
Now it's my time

I can't fight the feeling
Now it's my time