Wish

This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now take it apart climbed up real high now falldown real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you

Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true

Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fuckinghole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck

Don't you think you're having all the fun
You know me, I hate everyone
Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to, but I can't turn back, but I want to