天ノ弱 (amanojaku)

Amanojaku

天ノ弱 (amanojaku)

I've been thinking
僕がずっと前から
boku ga zutto mae kara
Should I tell you what I've been thinking all along?
思ってることを話そうか
omotteru koto wo hanasou ka
If we can go back to being friends
友達に戻れたら
tomodachi ni modoretara
I won't wish for anything more than that
これ以上はもう望まないさ
kore ijou wa mou nozomanai sa

If that's okay with you
君がそれでいいなら
kimi ga sore de ii nara
I'm fine with that too
僕だってそれで構わないさ
boku dattee sore de kamawanai sa
A love song full of lies
嘘つきの僕が入った
usotsuki no boku ga haita
That I, a liar, have entered
反対言葉の愛の歌
hantai kotoba no ai no uta

Today, in this area
今日はこっちの地方は
kyou wa kocchi no chihou wa
It was pouring rain under a clear sky
どしゃぶりの晴天でした
doshaburi no seiten deshita
I've been bored all day yesterday
昨日もずっと暇で
kinou mo zutto hima de
And enjoyed it to the fullest
一日満喫してました
ichinichi mankitsu shite mashita

I'm not really
別に君のことなんて
betsu ni kimi no koto nante
Thinking about you at all
考えてなんかいないさ
kangaete nanka inai sa
But maybe, unwillingly
嫌でもちょっと本当は
iya demo chotto hontou wa
I might have been thinking a bit
考えてたかもなんて
kangaeteta ka mo nante

My head is spinning
メリーゴーランドみたいに回る
meriigoorando mitai ni mawaru
Like a merry-go-round
僕の頭ん中はもうぐるぐるさ
boku no atamannaka wa mou guruguru sa

The love I received from you
この両手からこぼれそうなほど
kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo
Feels like it's overflowing from my hands
君にもらった愛はどこに捨てよう
kimi ni moratta ai wa doko ni suteyou?
I don't need
限りのある消耗品なんて僕は
kagiri no aru shoumouhin nante boku wa
Limited expendable items
いらないよ
iranai yo

I've been thinking
僕がずっと前から
boku ga zutto mae kara
Should I tell you what I've been thinking all along?
思ってることを話そうか
omotteru koto o hanasou ka
Even though I can't see you
姿は見えないのに
sugata wa mienai no ni
I can see only your words
言葉だけ見えちゃってるんだ
kotoba dake miechatterun da

Just the fact that
僕が知らないことが
boku ga shiranai koto ga
There are things I don't know drives me crazy
あるだけで気が狂いそうだ
aru dake de ki ga kuruisou da
Are these dangling emotions
ぶら下がった感情が
burasagatta kanjou ga
Beautiful or ugly?
綺麗なのか汚いのか
kirei na no ka kitanai no ka

I still don't understand
僕にはまだわからず
boku ni wa mada wakarazu
And I have no one to throw them to
捨てる宛てもないんだ
suteru ate mo nain da
I'll wait until
言葉の裏の裏が
kotoba no ura no ura ga
I can see through the words
見えるまで待つからさ
mieru made matsu kara sa
It's okay to wait, right?
待つくらいならいいじゃないか
matsu kurai nara ii ja nai ka

How can I fill the gap
進む君と止まった僕の
susumu kimi to tomatta boku no
Between you moving forward and me standing still?
縮まらない隙を何で埋めよう
chijimaranai suki o nani de umeyou?
I'm still a coward
まだ素直に言葉にできない僕は
mada sunao ni kotoba ni dekinai boku wa
Who can't honestly put it into words
転生の弱虫さ
tensei no yowamushi sa

Who should I give away
この両手からこぼれそうなほど
kono ryoute kara koboresou na hodo
The love I'm about to spill from my hands to you?
君に渡す愛を誰に譲ろう
kimi ni watasu ai wo dare ni yuzurou?
There's no one to give it to
そんなんどこにも宛てがあるわけないだろ
sonnan doko ni mo ate ga aru wake nai daro
I'll keep waiting
まだ待つよ
mada matsu yo

Are you ready now
もういいかい
mou ii kai