This Is Now

I was broken
Shut down, running 'round
Pushing out everyone that I know
Left the cut open
Bleeding out
I'm barely leaving flesh on the bones
The infinite sadness, it won't seem to die
It keeps me awake like a goddamn all night
And I've been so hopeless, with nowhere to go
Yeah, you changed what I thought I know

I thought I find it somewhere on the road
Find it in somebody's name I don't know
I gave it up trying to make a way out
The only man left as the ship is going down
I'm not saying you saved me but oh I've been found
That was then, this is now

I'm turning pages
Looking back on what I had
On what I was before you came along
It's amazing
You stopped me from
From doing what we know I would have done
Oh, I'm finding demons but man I ain't strong
Trying to fix them with the words in this song
I worship your pacience, you could've just gone
You're the only thing I didn't get wrong

Thought I find it somewhere on the road
Find it in somebody's name I don't know
I gave it up trying to make a way out
The only man left as the ship is going down
I'm not saying you saved me but oh I've been found
That was then, this is now
That was then, this is
That was then, this is now