30 Days

Every day I wake up and grab my phone
I look for your name but it never shows
Lately, it's felt like I'm on my own again, again

I know that I fucked up, it's all my fault
You said that we'd be good, but you were wrong
You hate that I love you, it makes it hard
To let go of what we had

It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty
For the last month, my tears fell, my heart felt heavy
And through all of this, I knew you'd wish you never met me
Don't want this, I told you, you left too quickly

It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick
30 days and 30 nights of fucked-up shit
I sleep away for the day, can't handle this
It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed

Walk alone, I can't wait for this
I stalk your phone like I'm fucking sick
I can't cope, yeah, I'm new to this
It's too late, I lost all I had to this

Every day I wake up and grab my phone
I block out your name 'cause I need to know
That I can get through this all on my own
I can't believe I've spent a month on this shit

It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty
For the last month, my tears fell, my heart felt heavy
And through all of this, I knew you'd wish you never met me
Don't want this, I told you, you left too quickly

It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick
30 days and 30 nights of fucked-up shit
I sleep away for the day, can't handle this
It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed