Repellent

Tested
Horrors I detect
Feeling disconnect
Decimation, medication fix
Mental moat rocks the boat
Of progress

What do you do every chance you get?
Call me on my shit
Overstated meditated tricks
In the moment you see red
In the mirror I see dread

Then I get it, that I'm invested
I'm a culprit, and I resent it
(Defect)
Social defect, I detested
(Keeping distance)
So I stayed alone

Brief interaction
Is ideally the way
That I choose for it to stay
Quick dissolution

Wait
Am I who I wanna be?
I don't say half of what I mean
Could I see my name on your grave?
Am I wrong to feel it out that way?

All you are
Say what comes next
Then fight the contract

I hate it when you call me on my shit
In the moment you see red, I see dread

I attested that I'm invested
I'm a culprit and I resent it
(Defect)
Social defect, I detested
(Keeping distance)
So I stayed alone
Alone