Waiting For a Hurricane

Why does it feel so good
To feel so sad
I can settle for little
But only in the dark
There’s always a reason
To sink low and collapse
Dancing all nights alone
Falling in love with the wrong guy

Most of the time I can’t even cry
When there’s no grey in the endless sky
Always waiting for a hurricane
I feel alive in the pouring rain

Only the saddest songs
Help me getting hurt
It’s like an obsession
Sadness is a curse
And if I need some more pain
I close my eyes and rewind
Happiness fading away
Only regrets stay in my mind