Balance Doubt (feat. Cellar Door)

I was raised to look pretty
Keep a smile on my face
Keep opinions to myself ‘cause it’s not my place
They said don’t question the one who puts the food on your plate

Sold my confidence to manipulate
My mind
My heart
He took what he wanted
By ripping me apart

He wonders why when I try to walk away I don’t get far
His love is like pollution clouding my scars
Everything that’s real hides behind the seals

You’ve disguised as scars
I don’t know how to feel
They say being loved is easy but I make it so hard

I was raised to be a women
I was raised to please a man
But I don’t understand why I have sacrifice everything that I am

Bang Dan, we cook Aurélien
Already made a dollar but I need a million
And you could never listen when I'm speaking from within
So keep your fucking problems ‘cause I got enough of them

I’ll find my way
I'm not sure what I want, but I know I can’t stay
I think a thousand colors, strip that all from me
I'm now grey, I woke up alone today

I’ll get lost on my own today you’ll see
If I could show my face you’d be as cold as me
Made for society
Something I don’t want to be, you’ll see
Once I'm free

I was raised to please a woman
I was raised to be a man
But I don’t understand why I have to sacrifice everything that I am

I was raised to please a woman
I was raised to please a man
But I don’t understand why I have to sacrifice everything that I am