As I Am

I've been looking for a way out, but I got lost along the way
I'm drowning inside
My bones break
I'm down, really down
In the dead of night I have
Fear of being consumed by this emptiness
I wish you could see the world through my eyes

For a long time I kept it inside me
Traumas, frustrations and pain
I had to learn to heal myself
Transform this hatred into something that would motivate me to get out of this pit you threw me into

It's so easy to make mistakes, it's hard to admit your mistake
Like a disease it spreads too fast
It devours our dreams
Tears away feelings
If you saw yourself through my eyes
Then I would understand all this lamentation

For a long time I kept it inside me
Traumas, frustrations and pain
I had to learn to heal myself
Transform this hatred into something that would motivate me to get out of this pit you threw me into

Life is easier with your perception
Your eyes show the direction
In a world that is in ruins
You are the dose of my morphine

For a long time I kept it inside me
Traumas, frustrations and pain
I had to learn to heal myself
Transform this hatred into something that would motivate me to get out of this pit you threw me into