Before It's Too Late

These problems are killing me
That pain that hurts you, doesn't let you live
Makes you want to play, and pray you don't wake up again
Smile so empty, rock bottom
I gave up trying to get up
I see no reason to insist
And in the end it's you who suffers alone

It still dominates me, sometimes nothing makes sense
I just wanted to have an ordinary day
Put everything in its place
A hug could make everything better

This is getting harder every day
Those who were always here are no longer here
Alcohol and medicine make me sleep
I miss the time when I was happy

I don't know what else to do
My promises no longer serve
I'm tired of getting hurt
I can't resist
All of this is suffocating me
That blade... It's what makes me
Makes me forget the world outside

At dawn tears come to visit me
I've already prayed to the heavens, asking God to listen to me
So many things made my heart so numb
There are triggers that I can't avoid

Sleepless nights
Alone and so full of myself
God, please
I, I can't do it anymore
Help me, please help me proceed

This is getting harder every day
Those who were always here are no longer here
Alcohol and medicine make me sleep
I miss the time when I was happy