I'm Not Running Away From This

I'm not the man that I once was
I let the walls cave in
I've been searching my recall
For milestones and memories
To take back what I've become

And am I hearing more than my own thoughts?
(Repeating every word)
And do I feel your spirit in my chest
Calling me away
(Away)

Say my name
Say my name

I feel like I'm wasting time
I let go of you years ago
There's no wind in my sails now
Only chills in my bones

And am I hearing more than my own thoughts?
(Repeating every word)
Do I feel your spirit in my chest
Calling me away

(And I'm drifting away from the waves of grace
He should be watching over me)

Say my name
Say my name

Miles away I'm lost at sea
How then you heard me calling
Father, I've been drowning
And I'm not running away from this, I swear