Shiprock

I keep losing touch with everything
And I'm failing to clearly see the
Differences between the joys and sorrows
That my life can bring
I'll push the thoughts aside
Deep into the corners of my mind
But don't search or look inside
You won't like the answers you may find
There's times where it is hard to try
I know there's nothing that I can control here

Fuck up, repeat
It's the usual for me
Learn the hard way

And I know theres times when its not alright
But I won't let that get in the way of
All my hopes and dreams
This is all thats important to me
Before this I felt
There's nothing for me
Then I left and regained my sanity
Friendships I've made and places I've seen
Let me know this is where I want to be
Why should I continue to listen
To the negative voice in my head
I'm going to rise from the bottom this time
And grab exactly what I want out of life