Still Searching

I’ll admit that it was too hard
To keep it together when you
Were too far from me to see
How much you made me lose my fucking mind
You’ll swear that I’m wrong but I was always right
Take it from me this isn’t where I want to be
Everyones fucking trying to fix me

Every day just wastes time
I have to bite my tongue
Just to get by
I can’t make up mind
I’m wasting time
I have to bite my tongue
Just to get by
I can’t make up my mind
Everything
Is in shambles or breaking down
Right in front of me

Still searching for what I used to be
Before I knew how much you made me lose my fucking mind
I’ll let you be
My thoughts just won’t leave me
Don’t think that ever again will I feel this
I’m hating everything that makes me fucking miss it
Our memories fade
Forget my name