Struggle For Life

what am I doing in this room?
this is so strange to me
I don't remember who you are
is this a fantasy?
I don't even know my age
and my rage is getting higher
I want to try - to go back home
it's my deepest desire

somehow I know that I'll go back

I'm falling in this darkness
I don't want to fade away
I'm crawling to escape
I swear I won't decay
I'm sacrificed with this fight
To throw away this pain
I'm fighting to get my memory again

I feel my life's being wasted
strange faces through my eyes
I'm going nuts to recognize them
it's worthless then I cry
I don't know what happened to me
I want to spew my disillusion
I lost myself - where is the end??
how can I stop this mind's confusion??