Ambition to smile (will never be civilized)

i'm not gonna wallow in this shit
all mylife
i'd like to leave something else
than hate behind

we got so much to learn

no questions, no explanations
sometimes it's crystal clear
but impossible to explain
no pressure, no expectations
living is the only thing worth anything...

the suffering will never end
this world will never be finished
the days go by and we're to believe
that there's something to work towards
like a fool standing in the river
dying in thirst
like this place could be
any better than we are ourselves
like we could make this place any better
than what we believe

("Thinking is just a higher form of ignorance.")