Too Easy

jerking off as a high point of today
easy living gives no challenges
frustrated by the world around
boring life - someting must be found

replacing needs, fill the emptiness
caused by boredom and frustration
try to live your dream
when you're not even sure of what it is

losing my faith
questioning the life itself
it seems there's nothing real to gain
vain existence makes happiness insane
futile struggle
and i get pissed off again

keep on smiling, don't show it out
i carry on my foolish search for life
artificial content, something to believe in
maybe someday i will believe it myself

i need to feel me part of something real
hardcore, punk?
just struggling in a trap...