Short Stupid Sad Song

I can't remain anymore to hear you scream
My head explodes
'Cause God's too big to stay inside
If only i could eat and hold you inside me
I don't hear you, it's hard to listen your apologies
Eye leacves prick me
When I'll suicided me I will find a hobby
You embraces me and your hands tighten too much my throat
Every day your spittle has more weird taste