Self Sabotage

Every time I go looking for myself
I always seem to find somebody else
And even though my eyes are wide open
I'm still blind to reality

Spent days losing faith in my reflection
Counting the ways I dwell on imperfections

Close me off from the world outside
Hopelessly alone
Imprisoned in this body I hate
I can't find an escape
Self-sabotage
A prison I'm forced to gaze upon
Deceived into believing
I'm not who I really am on thе outside

Shattered imagеs are cursing me
Tattered visions erase what's meant to be
Held captive inside of this crooked shell
Yet no one in my life can even tell

Find me disassociating from my body
Shed my skin and break away
Find me disassociating from my body
Shed my skin and break away

Spent days losing faith in my reflection
Counting the ways I dwell on imperfections

Close me off from the world outside
Hopelessly alone
Imprisoned in this body I hate
I can't find an escape
Self-sabotage
A prison I'm forced to gaze upon
Deceived into believing
I'm not who I really am on the outside

Every time I go looking for myself
I always seem to find somebody else
And even though my eyes are wide open
I'm still blind to reality