Losing Hope

Thank god now I am wide awake
though best of me just seem to fade
well, I think this diferent kind of rage did good to me
'cause stronger than before I feel
and I'll stay

bleeding out
losing hope
never got I place for me
bleeding out
losing hope
never got, I'll never have

got myself to hide
got to repair dreams
broke, I'd rather feel like dying
than feel like losing hope

so many lies to tie our faith
ignoring feelings left away
now I'm sure this diferent kind of rage did good to me
it feels better when leading to despair
not again

bleeding out
losing hope
never got I place for me
bleeding out
losing hope
never got, I'll never have

got myself to hide
got to repair dreams
broke, I'd rather feel like dying
than feel like losing hope

this crying out
this lonelyness
am I losing sight
do I want to rest ?

I've got no time
is this a test ?
I have not lied
I did give my best

got myself to hide
got to repair dreams
broke, I'd rather feel like dying
than feel like losing hope