In My Head Again

It's quiet again
And that's when it starts
I thought time would fix this
That's what everyone says
But nothing changed
I'm still stuck where you left me
You walked away
Like I was something simple
I stayed like you were everything
You let go easy, i didn't

I'm in my head again
Going back through it all
Like I can change something
Like there's a version of me
That makes you stay
I'm in my head again
And you're still the only thing that feels real

You said you loved me
But you kept your distance
I don't know how those two things can exist together
I would've stayed through anything
You just stopped choosing me
I keep thinking that if you felt this
You wouldn't have left

I'm in my head again
Same thoughts, same nights, trying to understand
Something that doesn't make sense
I'm in my head again
Still holding on to you like you're coming back

I tried to move on
Sat across from someone else, and I wasn't even there
Everything I said somehow turned into you
I saw it on her face, she knew
I wasn't letting go
I don't know how to

I'm in my head again
No way out of it
I've replayed this a thousand times
And it always ends the same
You're gone, and I'm still here
Trying to fix something you already left behind
I'm in my head again
And I don't think it stops
I'd still take you back
I know