Best Worst Case Scenario

Shadows, my only friends
Where are you, to give me strength?
Shadows, brothers or sisters
Give me tears to resist Her!

Every day I walk alone
Every day the same sad song
All I want is just one day
To find out which was my way!

Everything is lost or wrong
What was fine didn't last too long!
Who I am I still don't know
Even among others I still glow!

The Life is she and She is life!
Am I wrong or am I right?!
Life goes on, that's the way it is
I don't argue, I only hate this!

Weeping, crying, tears
The same stuff
And the quietude
Are for me enough!

This is not a story
Even it is written
It's the best worst case scenario
Of my life, forbidden!