Role of a Lifetime

Stuck waitin' on the front line!
Now I'm takin' back my own life!
Why do I push so hard?

And there's nothing you can say to me!
Cause I'm not gonna apologize!
It's me I've been so wrong.

Realize that I haven't booked in months. This time
Can't blame it on the Gods. The explanation is I'm
Tryin'.
Scrape all the paint off my cell walls. Those who you
want to just won't call! and then I realize I'm tryin'