Misery

I'm not who I thought I'd be
Still searching for a better way
A chance to truly see what's in front of me
The time passes on and on
And I can't understand the things that I have done

Who am I?
Just a faceless broken image of another lost soul
This long path still blinds me
And I'm running out of time
What else could there be?
All I need is a sign to save me from myself

Who am I?
I need to find a better way back to my home
Is it wrong to hate?
Hate what I've become
I live in such bitter fear
Release this pain I hold

Letting go of my tortured past
To focus on what lies ahead
When the times get rough
I always hide or run away from all the pain
All the fucking pain

Save me and make me whole again
Fighting my inner demons is how I've always been

Who am I?
I need to find a better way back to my home
Is it wrong to hate?
Hate what I've become
I live in such bitter fear
Release this pain I hold

I am a fucking mess
Get away from me
I'm nothing but misery